Zandice

Good evening deviants, It seems like this underway is going to be a lot better for me on the production side. Stupid me, I did not THINK it would be that way and left my scanner and tablet at home...sooo....kind of handicapped right now. My shop has a scanner but I'm going to have to be creative to get the files to my laptop. I have a friend onboard with a tablet but I don't know how he'd feel about me borrowing it.  In the matter of a little over a week, I finished 6 base sketches, 3 of which will only need to be touched up in photoshop, so they're basically done.  The rest need some time on coloring and such but hey! Is this good or what?

"Oh I...don't want to fall in love." Who would've thought that being in port would put my art at a dead stop? Damn, it kills me inside to not have my outlet.  There is so much more to the story I want to show you, more epic emotional battles to be fought on paper. I need something to ground myself...my head is floating up and up, like a foolish red baloon from ages ago.  I don't know whether to open my arms and embrace a new begining or to run in fear with all of my insecurities tightly strapped to my shoulders...damn damn, won't someone hush our softly beating hearts? Upcoming: Can't Stand the Rain M is for Mischief Lilith/ Zandice fade

"Oh I...don't want to fall in love." Finally mustered up all of the darkness I have brewing inside of me to crank out a few pieces. They aren't my finest but they are better than the nothingness that's come out of me lately.  I will be posting those as soon as the ship is back in home port.  I've been extremely busy here and it will not get easier, but have faith in me...this website and the art that I post here is my saving grace. Realize it or not, with every piece, I'm dragging all of you through my world at the time and inviting you to feel just a taste of what I am feeling. So thank all of you who may actually read these journals or loo